Dealing a Tantrum Child

is it part of growing process or is it occurs due to some circumtances? when it comes for me to deal with a tantrum child, im kind of lost. what should i do if my hubby not around? how am i going to confront her by myself? like wat happen these few days. she cry for no reason. begging for so much attention eventhough i cuddle her all the time till i have no time to do the spring cleaning & worse, i cant even move at all. i checked her body tempreture every hour, scared if she had fever or somthing, but everything seems ok. by the time her babah wants to put her on bed, she will throw her small pillow, even her milk bottle. this situation kind of worrying me. i cant raise my voice all the time scared that it will somehow affect her psychology but i cant leave her behaving like that all the time alfraid she will used to it. god, sometimes i wish she can grow much faster now so that i can descipline her.

its hard but i have to let it go..

yes its kind of hard to let it go but i have to. eventhough money is everything but when it comes for me to think about children, money no longer become head of the list but the experience gained by aiding & nurturing them became 1 of the most precious experience i ever had. letting it go eventhongh it is juz a part time job kind of leaving a big bruise and scars on me. sitting in front of them, correcting them and nurturing them shows how they need us an adult to aid them, to teach them, to help them in every way. thing that makes me hard to erase the memory out of my head was when they came to me asking me 'teacher, how to do this? teacher, is this correct?" shows how pure & sincere they are. i have to let it go so that i can concentrate on my lil' hadeel where she needs a lot of my attention these days. who knows by letting this job go, other good thing will be on my side...who knowss..

Mari mkn gaji buta lagikk!!

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