Yes it does take time..

Its been 39 days he left us, but yet i still can feel his presents among us. God its not easy to erase everything in a month. while browsing freindster which i suppose to pay a last respect to it or should i say Rest In Peace coz i seldom browse it or i should say that freindster is juz not my thing (qoute taken from reena). i browsed d photos posted before & i found this photo, a photo of ayah & fendi my youngest bro & to be honest i nearly forgot those moment captured while we were at cameron highland juz few months after my wedding. i belive that was ayah's last vacation ever with us. the memory of him touching my leg when i was having contraction, hope to easy my pain, waited for me patiently outside d labor room when i was struggling to deliver my 1st baby will always linger in my mind. my mom once asked him, few months before he left on who is d person he loves the most, he answered my mom that he loves his granddaughter the most, 2nd he said he loves my mom & 3rd his children. my youngest bro was joking with me, saying that hadeel is d luckiest 'cucu' ever as she been pampered sooo much by ayah. sad to face the truth that she will not going to remember ayah as ayah left her too soon, at d age of 11 months unless if i keep on telling her stories about this nobel man, her tokwan. i kept a photo of ayah in my handphone, he was holding hadeel when she was 4 months that time. whenever she plays with my handphone, photo of both of them will appear & she will definately pointing her finger to my ayah's face & evrytime she did that i will say, thats tokwan & he loves you soooo much...& she, as usual will look back at me & smile (i wonder she understand the whole thing or not).....